Too overwhelmed.
Today marks the start of a new week, but the pain and anguish still feels overwhelming.
I msged him that day a "I miss you." and when I know in my heart he wouldn't be replying, I was thinking if there will be a miracle. Nope, fat hope.
Colleagues ask me how was my weekend, it wasn't good at all. I cried badly again daily, slept at latest 5am when i used to sleep at 9pm, still can't eat much, and have to rely on sleeping pills to sleep.
I know everyone wants me to get over it and move on, and I know it isn't worth it to be sinking into depression for him, but why? Why did this happened?
It feels like my heart is bleeding, my throat keeps turning dry once I don't push the bad thoughts away.
People say, "good people will have good endings." So where's mine?
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I msged him that day a "I miss you." and when I know in my heart he wouldn't be replying, I was thinking if there will be a miracle. Nope, fat hope.
Colleagues ask me how was my weekend, it wasn't good at all. I cried badly again daily, slept at latest 5am when i used to sleep at 9pm, still can't eat much, and have to rely on sleeping pills to sleep.
I know everyone wants me to get over it and move on, and I know it isn't worth it to be sinking into depression for him, but why? Why did this happened?
It feels like my heart is bleeding, my throat keeps turning dry once I don't push the bad thoughts away.
People say, "good people will have good endings." So where's mine?
.
.
.
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cheer up babe! HUGS.Posted 04-05-2009 at 11:34 AM by constanceling
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girl, you're not the only one alone lor. I also no bf!!!!Posted 04-05-2009 at 12:08 PM by ♥ Dyy -
Aww! Having you two is the best thing that happened after the misfortune!
Posted 04-05-2009 at 02:35 PM by babyto0ns - hehe.
LOVES! see you tmr! <3Posted 04-05-2009 at 05:39 PM by constanceling -
a guy who is worthly of you will nvr let you cry.
nothing is possible. Be yrself and be positive.
and eventually u'll find a right guy.
sometimes it always take us afew wrong 1 to eventually find a right one. Not everyone is lucky to find the right 1 just at the 1st time. And some cannot even find at all.
Don't look for love , let love find you. But of cos dun close any opportunity for love! (:
i wish you all the best . take care. Hope u can find 1 soonPosted 04-05-2009 at 05:46 PM by tears - Hey tears! Thanks for the advice!Posted 05-05-2009 at 10:08 AM by babyto0ns
