That special one.

Well just wanted to share my story..
on finding that special someone..

I went thru some relationship.. I won't see a lot..
but those relationship I went thru were heart breaking and also mind breaking for me.

I almost lost hope in guys after my 4th and 5th ex.
Thinking that guys were jerks.. thinking nothing but body, soul and money..
Really put me in the state which I regret what I did and why I went with them..
So I told myself I will never get together with another guy because they are all the same..

Guess I was wrong.
Yesterday marks my 2nd year with my current boyfriend and it feel quite fast for me.
I met him after my ex and I feel different.
Thinking to myself.. Maybe not all the guys are jerks.. just that the one I got together with last time were...
but is still hard to take away the regrets and hurt they did.
but my bf did ease the pain....

Last time I thought getting into a relationship fast is better..
since many of my classmate got in to BGR and tell me the feeling of being in one is really nice..
That is when I was sec 2.. Omg wth so young.. damn I was stupid..

Now I really believe that finding that special guy needs time and patient... but it doesn't mean that I have to sit and wait till he come to me..
Is the way of looking at the guy and experiencing the things you do with him and feeling he is the one for you...
or else I will say almost every guy who watch anime , Play games or so what I like to do is my kind of guy =\ Now thinking that I feel really dumb..
So to those people who want to find that special someone.
The idea is to flirt [ not in the BAD way] in a way of making friends and getting to know a person.
[ My friend thought me this XD and somehow it works]

everyone have a special someone out there , Is whether you want to get up and find the person or not.