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all of a sudden, i feel baby's a real sweetie. though i've
pissed him off with my actions & words recently. and
many many times since we got together.

though i really hate the way he piss me off, and make
me wait at times. but i can never be angry with him for
long. not even when im trying to act like i dont give a shit
to him. even when there are times i feel like giving up -
him & the relationship, but i never seem to be able to do
so. manyatimes, i wonder why does it seem so tough for
me to give it up. at times when i break down, when im
weak & unwell, he'd be the first i'd think of whom i really
want to see.

i've lied bout my emotions & feelings - i regret.

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sometimes humans are contradicting.
i wish i wasnt one of them.
sadly, i am worse den contradicting myself.

the kind of emotions, i never seem to make them clear.
i've alw wanted & expected this & that from baby.
but i've not seemed to do so.
these 2 weeks without him, i feel so uneasy.
i feel empty - to be serious & frank.
i love him
he's more important den myself
so much more
den anything else
anyone else



picked HONEY BABY
from yishun and head over to bugis ^^.
had noodles for breakfast cum lunch cum teabreak.
YAY!we'll be having steamboat when im back from HK.
i love HONEY BABY.

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