Due to the frenship issues, it definitely affect me alot. It just makes me very emotional and thinking that it's my fault. I always like to keep things to myself and feel very burden in the end. I was glad that "she" was there to help me out by encouraging me. "She" had experience this sort of fake frens problems before, "she" know how's the feeling, how troublesome it is. She told me to ignore them, try not to think about them and slowly time will heal the wound. ...

hi im new here,still dont know how to post

1. idk where is my old bolster...hoping to find it...
sentimental value....
hoping to buy more pillows....
2. i treat my stuffed toys as human beings.....
sigh~ why?
3. old high heels, discarded after the straps broke.....
sigh~
so angry because my old charger is spoilt...frayed wires....i bet someone did that....
i think i can't make it for appt tmr...
so many tests....

suddenly, the lights are off again....it made my blood boil, and i had a sudden surge of anger within me.....
thought i heard something.....
doctors really drive me mad....
4 experiences:
1. treating fever, sore throat etc.
sometimes, it gets treated, and it comes back
2. belly piercing problem...some scarring, doctor was unable to treat, said that it was normal, then paid for consultation fee, and that was it...
3.back problem...unable to treat,...

My heart is sealed and frozen. Seeing the constant backstabs from frens and the way they do things. This feeling sucks.

Idk why it's just that they don't appreciate ur presence and kept doing stupid things behind ppl back.

There's hardly any chance to patch back with them. The distance is too far apart and the gap never gets closer.

It's numb. It's frozen.

First of all, saying hello to this forum where I used to frequent. *Wave hello to whoever that remembers me* (probably nobody, ha!)

Secondly, this is like a finale chapter to my past. Just feel like pen-ing this down since I have no right person to talk to and it's pretty late now.

To summarise:
- I got bored and surf another forum where I used to frequent.
- I recall my ex used to surf that too. I do a search to see what he posts lately to see how he's...

who doesn't love smart people......?? i am saying those kind of really smart people, who are good at maths....and when they insult u, it actually has a dose of sarcasm, humour and satire......
real intellectuals.
not those kind of people who just gather around and call u names.....
or not those kind of people who think just because they are pursuing an IT diploma, it makes them smart.....
no offence to friends....
but it does not give u the right to call people...

Years ago spiritual endeavour began in pursuit of something that was said to be ultimately wholesome, conducive, and gratifying. The pursuit involved conceptual thinking and feeling, and the surreal implementations of oneself somehow or rather getting out of this (these) plane(s) of existence. As vague and ambiguous as they may be, under the Google Earth satellite, the so called supramundane existences and heavens are said to exist yet totally illogical.

As if the problem is also...

This can be done.. have barely a clue how that may be possible.. that is also when this can be done..

1. Refrain from luxury transport(s) and accomodation(s)
2. Refrain from luxury food(s) and drink(s)
3. Refrain from government titles (and promotions)
4. Refrain from attractive women (and faces)
5. Refrain from financial advantages (and wealths)
6. Refrain from internet websites and broadband connectivities
7. Refrain from email accesses and instant messengers
8. Refrain from mobile networks and

...

Admist all the official and business titles that one may undertake this existence, a lot of them sound good and feel good as far as a young punk-ish adult is concerned. While tempting in every way, the very notion of giving myself a chance and giving you, us, and them, and basically everybody on this planet a chance (I too am a living being like everybody), the nice sounder titles are better off letting the young ones have a try at it.

While there are already titles awarded graciously...