I dunno whether I should worry or feel relieved...


When the frequency of calls reduced, I feel happier.
When the number of dates reduced, I feel more relaxed.
When the date is kept "simple", I feel at ease.
When I no longer miss the person as much as before, I feel I've broke free.

Yet when all these are gone, I feel empty and that a part of me is gone.
Is love dying? Or is that part and parcel of a relationship?

It may sound strange but the last sentence is so true. I find myself trapped in a situation where I'm totally at a loss. How do you give up on something you've finally found?

Life cannot go on like this....

一早醒来，
昨夜的思索又重新浮现在脑里。。

只是突然间觉得困惑。
如果说感情可以说了就了，
就因对未来不同的想法而分，
那么感情其实也是一种赌注。

显然，感觉对也未必能走远。
互相迁就又能够走多久?

从开始怎么能够确定?

我们父母几十年的婚姻有吵有闹，到底怎样维持?

婚姻似乎不是终点。
有结婚也会有离婚。
上了岸也未必是对岸。
人总是有聚有散。

或许一切显得悲观，不过事实似乎是如此。
有些人真的很幸运。

First of all, the following is not written by me. I've chanced upon a chinese blog and I find it very useful, so I decided to share with more people here. Do read. You might learn something today.


Source: http://hi.baidu.com/061600qi/blog/it...8faed5060.html

现在社会上有许多人都抱怨自己怎么老是碰撞，抱怨命运对自己太不公平。其实，当你回头再想想的时候，你会发 现很多时候就是因为自己太固执，遇到任何事，都认为我堂堂一个七尺男儿，怎么能在他面前弯下我尊贵的腰呢？ 那结果呢？结果只有是你的腰保住了他的那一丝尊严，你的头却被撞得头破血流。...

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I've always been ignorant about lots of Chinese customs and traditions. Today I tried to find out why the 9th day of CNY is...

Bought 2 orchids just 2 days before CNY. I was told by shifu this will increase my luck. True or not I do not know.

But no harm trying since I know I like flowers, just that I've got no experience in gardening....

Shingshing's testing out the new blog feature in SGC here. Also realised that the "upload" feature has been disabled when I try to upload my mickey pic. Anyone noticed that?

Anyway, not very IT savvy here. Is there a way to personalize SGC blog? Blue isn't my favourite colour...I hope Maverick will come up with new skins soon. =)
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