[chapter15]

I wonder whether some people knows if what so ever they write or comment in the blog can be seen by the whole entire world . Even if yours is a private blog and if you are all ready to open a blog , be mentally prepared to let others see what stuff are you gonna type . Private blogs , unless there is a need to open , private blogs can be exposed too . I opened one but i don't update a single shit , too lazy . Some people just rant off in their blog and its obvious at times when you accidentally spills something and then others find out and you start to give all kinds of bullshits about you writing it and even denying it .

Worst still , some people comment / tag ( negative ones ) without using their own name . To make matters worst , they change the way they type . Thus , blog owner might suspect a list of people and misunderstood . This will cause the friendship / relationship to be unstable . I mean its not talking about being childish or free or whatever a not but i think its being responsible and being thoughtful . Have you ever thought what will happen if others get blamed ? Really . If you are mature enough to tag / Comment ( negative ones ) to talk sense [ cow sense] into people i think you should be old enough to at least get some sense into your head .

Backstabbing . Jealously . Wanting a friend all by your own . Selfish . Heartless . Envy . Angry . Sad . No creativity . Hatred . Proud . . . etc etc . So many types of people in the world . Im sure i've not met the worst person , have i ? I can't stand you , I cant stand her , I can't stand him , I can't stand them , I can't stand everyone ( whats wrong with standing ? [ Smilelikearetard] ) . I love you , I hate you . I think all these are just the nature of people . We can't force people to change right ? Then I guess we got to accept whats life ,whats life made up of .

Its normally not the things that change but the people whom actually changed . Drastic change . Love , Life , Success , Failure . Parts and parcel of life . Bits of them . People always complain , alot . We complain about schools , saying how afjdsghruihrgtryghruy a school can be . Adults ? Boss ? Not too sure . People always judge people by their looks . Gosh , Character , looks . Sucks .

I guess , we Always thought we have known the worst of life , worst of people , worst , worst , worst . How about the best ? Its not that we haven't seen it . Is that we haven't notice it .
Define Best of life : Luxury , money , shopping , good foods , good figure , 135479 fashionable clothes etc etc . . .
Define worst : Schools , study , reading , studying studying studying etc etc . . .
I found out that its not true . In some sense , it could be argued a category about Life is a vague , nebulous cop-out .

I've been told life is a cicus , a minefield , a roller-coaster etc etc . . . People have said , " Life is a arousal : Sometimes you're up , sometimes ur down & sometimes you go round & round " and many other definitions of life. If I asked how you picture life , what image would come to ur mind ? That image is ur METAPHOR. It's the view of life that u hold , consciously / unconsciously , in ur mind . It's ur description of how life works & what u expect from it .

For me , I will define life as a drama your the main character . . . the people you met are the one who completes the play . . . not everyone plays as your friend some may have the role as villain . . but everybody has the purpose . . . it is to make the whole drama a good one . So , this is life , we have to accept life . Perhaps , this is what life are made up of .

In this post , im not refering to any one in particular . Everything that are written are based on what i felt . Any resemblance to real person , living or dead , is purely coincidental .

--


Hope
by Brian Quinn
When all about you is black with gloom,
And all you feel is pending doom.
When your bones are racked with grim despair -
When every breath is a gasp for air.
Keep on going, though you need to grope,
For around the bend is a ray of hope.

A ray of hope is perhaps all that's left,
As your will to live has been bereft.
You've lost it all, it's just no use!
You can end it all, you need no excuse.
But throw away that piece of rope,
And give yourself a chance of hope.

Just give yourself another day,
Brushing aside what your thoughts may say.
This is your life and you can make a new start,
By ignoring the brain - just follow the heart.
Taking baby steps in order to cope,
And minute by minute you'll build on your hope.

Build on your hope,. one day at a time,
Though the road be steep and hard to climb.
The hurts of the past - they should be dead.
The fears of the future are all in your head.
Just live in the present and refuse to mope
Your life will sparkle for you're living in hope.

[source http://100-poems.com/poems/life/0186001.htm ]

--

Just Being Me
by Elsa Nora
The life I seek must be fast
The speed of life makes me laugh!
Death's just around the corner for
a Queer like me!
Well so they say all of them Freaks.
Homophobia I really do detest
What I am is what I do best!
Like if you want, Answer! This ain't no test
If you like me, "Great," then we're friends
If you hate me don't make me get upset!
I'm just a Dike whom nobody Straight likes
Well forget you all, cause we love each other
my Baby and I!
You don't have to shake my hand,
I'm not asking you to stare.
If you don't like what you see,
then get the Hell out of here!
I am what I am, So please understand
Even if you don't "Who really gives a damn?"

[source http://100-poems.com/poems/life/0360001.htm ]

--

Standing Alone
by Chase
I can see the flower upon which my life grows, blooming into a rose.

See the hope and courage in the strength of the petals.
As long as I am, I will be.
The flower will never wilt or die.
As my life grows back, I shall become strong.
I shall become only dependent on one.
That one will be me.
I will rise with my petals high.
My life as a flower will bloom and prosper as I grow.
I may not be the pick of the patch, but I am just as beautiful as the rest.

I will stand as one, but not a lonely soul.
The tears will be far from my smile.

[source http://100-poems.com/poems/life/1135002.htm ]

This is what i've written in my livejournal , which is now deleted .

[evolution-]

Very true.

Sometimes I really wonder if I should quit blogging since the friendship problem of mine never ends... but on second thought, I didn't do anything wrong so why should I even quit blogging? To me, blogging is a hobby of mine; telling people how I actually feel. And the fact that people uses a blog to shoot people are just hypocrites (I used to be one, I admit, but now I've decided to ignore those hypocritical posters) and blog about my daily life.

Those posters who are like what above should just go bang their heads and die.

[chapter15]

There are positive and negative thing about blog though .

[jewlreya]

Yea, I had a lot of problems with my first blog. Not that people spam me or what.

I've got stalkers (which I don't know how keep spamming my friendster acc, don't even know how they know my email when it wasn't posted as well, so scary) and overly kaypo relatives (which are like of age group 30-40+) reading it. And they gossiped about my family the moment I posted a picture of a car which I got for 21st birthday, saying that "are you sure your family can afford a car or not?". Things like that. Things gotten very sour that time. They just look down on my family. But c'mon, we really could afford it then buy one what! Just happen so I passed my license and it was my birthday so my dad decided to just go along with it as a part of the birthday surprise as well.

So now, I keep my blog to having invited readers for certain entries.

[yuummyman]

Blogs are created because more people spend time on the computer rather than putting it in paper (like a diary).

I find your post very realistic.
Most people like to say bad things about so-and-so, without realising that they are being watched and may get into trouble.
This incident happened in my school last 6 months ago.

I do have a blog, but I will refrain from advertising it, so as to keep it like a diary

[masterboix]

most ppl have blog or live journal as their diary or post about happy momment with their bf / gf

[hellclanner]

at first i had problems when i installed tagboards.
well, i removed it and this year there ain't any problem for me.
i instead of posting personal problems and stuff like this, i post more about the positive side.
example would be posting about the latest news, what happened around me(like going to flyer or something) or maybe posting about what i was doing this few days.

that'll lighten problems between people who read my blog and me.

[chapter15]

Originally Posted by jewlreya

Yea, I had a lot of problems with my first blog. Not that people spam me or what.

I've got stalkers (which I don't know how keep spamming my friendster acc, don't even know how they know my email when it wasn't posted as well, so scary) and overly kaypo relatives (which are like of age group 30-40+) reading it. And they gossiped about my family the moment I posted a picture of a car which I got for 21st birthday, saying that "are you sure your family can afford a car or not?". Things like that. Things gotten very sour that time. They just look down on my family. But c'mon, we really could afford it then buy one what! Just happen so I passed my license and it was my birthday so my dad decided to just go along with it as a part of the birthday surprise as well.

So now, I keep my blog to having invited readers for certain entries.

I had a friend who had some sort the same problem as you . she kept it private but people lend each other accounts and in the end her blog is no difference from non private

chapter15 added 1 Minutes and 40 Seconds later...

Originally Posted by yuummyman

Blogs are created because more people spend time on the computer rather than putting it in paper (like a diary).

I find your post very realistic.
Most people like to say bad things about so-and-so, without realising that they are being watched and may get into trouble.
This incident happened in my school last 6 months ago.

I do have a blog, but I will refrain from advertising it, so as to keep it like a diary

I find it okay to let others know your blog .
Very little people are very bo liao though to type all those asdflkjhsjf things in people blog .

[bluebubblex]

I have those type of people reading my blogs before and after many times of flaming (although it was someone I actually KNEW), I have already given up on them. I just can't be bothered with them anymore. At the same time, I'm actually glad that things like that happen to me, so I can see who are the true friends and who are not.

[jewlreya]

Originally Posted by chapter15

I had a friend who had some sort the same problem as you . she kept it private but people lend each other accounts and in the end her blog is no difference from non private.

Nah, I only gave access to friends-only entries to like <10 people. Hoho.
The rest are locked as private meaning unless they hack into my account which has a really complicated password.

But it's kinda weird how come your friend grant access to people who share the invites.

[chapter15]

Originally Posted by jewlreya

Nah, I only gave access to friends-only entries to like <10 people. Hoho.
The rest are locked as private meaning unless they hack into my account which has a really complicated password.

But it's kinda weird how come your friend grant access to people who share the invites.

Well... Backstabbers?
Srsly, when you look at people from the outside, they all seem the same.

[haruX]

if you don't want people to leave bad comments, don't make that post at the first place..
anonymous people flaming/spamming tag box isn't fun at all. although i don't get it, i find it irritating.

if you really want to post bad things about a particular someone or complain like hell about something, make sure you are the only person who gets to see it. giving access to other people might just end up getting leaked.

[9V-SVL]

Originally Posted by chapter15

I wonder whether some people knows if what so ever they write or comment in the blog can be seen by the whole entire world . Even if yours is a private blog and if you are all ready to open a blog , be mentally prepared to let others see what stuff are you gonna type . Private blogs , unless there is a need to open , private blogs can be exposed too . I opened one but i don't update a single shit , too lazy . Some people just rant off in their blog and its obvious at times when you accidentally spills something and then others find out and you start to give all kinds of bullshits about you writing it and even denying it .

Worst still , some people comment / tag ( negative ones ) without using their own name . To make matters worst , they change the way they type . Thus , blog owner might suspect a list of people and misunderstood . This will cause the friendship / relationship to be unstable . I mean its not talking about being childish or free or whatever a not but i think its being responsible and being thoughtful . Have you ever thought what will happen if others get blamed ? Really . If you are mature enough to tag / Comment ( negative ones ) to talk sense [ cow sense] into people i think you should be old enough to at least get some sense into your head .

Backstabbing . Jealously . Wanting a friend all by your own . Selfish . Heartless . Envy . Angry . Sad . No creativity . Hatred . Proud . . . etc etc . So many types of people in the world . Im sure i've not met the worst person , have i ? I can't stand you , I cant stand her , I can't stand him , I can't stand them , I can't stand everyone ( whats wrong with standing ? [ Smilelikearetard] ) . I love you , I hate you . I think all these are just the nature of people . We can't force people to change right ? Then I guess we got to accept whats life ,whats life made up of .

Its normally not the things that change but the people whom actually changed . Drastic change . Love , Life , Success , Failure . Parts and parcel of life . Bits of them . People always complain , alot . We complain about schools , saying how afjdsghruihrgtryghruy a school can be . Adults ? Boss ? Not too sure . People always judge people by their looks . Gosh , Character , looks . Sucks .

I guess , we Always thought we have known the worst of life , worst of people , worst , worst , worst . How about the best ? Its not that we haven't seen it . Is that we haven't notice it .
Define Best of life : Luxury , money , shopping , good foods , good figure , 135479 fashionable clothes etc etc . . .
Define worst : Schools , study , reading , studying studying studying etc etc . . .
I found out that its not true . In some sense , it could be argued a category about Life is a vague , nebulous cop-out .

I've been told life is a cicus , a minefield , a roller-coaster etc etc . . . People have said , " Life is a arousal : Sometimes you're up , sometimes ur down & sometimes you go round & round " and many other definitions of life. If I asked how you picture life , what image would come to ur mind ? That image is ur METAPHOR. It's the view of life that u hold , consciously / unconsciously , in ur mind . It's ur description of how life works & what u expect from it .

For me , I will define life as a drama your the main character . . . the people you met are the one who completes the play . . . not everyone plays as your friend some may have the role as villain . . but everybody has the purpose . . . it is to make the whole drama a good one . So , this is life , we have to accept life . Perhaps , this is what life are made up of .

In this post , im not refering to any one in particular . Everything that are written are based on what i felt . Any resemblance to real person , living or dead , is purely coincidental .

--


Hope
by Brian Quinn
When all about you is black with gloom,
And all you feel is pending doom.
When your bones are racked with grim despair -
When every breath is a gasp for air.
Keep on going, though you need to grope,
For around the bend is a ray of hope.

A ray of hope is perhaps all that's left,
As your will to live has been bereft.
You've lost it all, it's just no use!
You can end it all, you need no excuse.
But throw away that piece of rope,
And give yourself a chance of hope.

Just give yourself another day,
Brushing aside what your thoughts may say.
This is your life and you can make a new start,
By ignoring the brain - just follow the heart.
Taking baby steps in order to cope,
And minute by minute you'll build on your hope.

Build on your hope,. one day at a time,
Though the road be steep and hard to climb.
The hurts of the past - they should be dead.
The fears of the future are all in your head.
Just live in the present and refuse to mope
Your life will sparkle for you're living in hope.

[source http://100-poems.com/poems/life/0186001.htm ]

--

Just Being Me
by Elsa Nora
The life I seek must be fast
The speed of life makes me laugh!
Death's just around the corner for
a Queer like me!
Well so they say all of them Freaks.
Homophobia I really do detest
What I am is what I do best!
Like if you want, Answer! This ain't no test
If you like me, "Great," then we're friends
If you hate me don't make me get upset!
I'm just a Dike whom nobody Straight likes
Well forget you all, cause we love each other
my Baby and I!
You don't have to shake my hand,
I'm not asking you to stare.
If you don't like what you see,
then get the Hell out of here!
I am what I am, So please understand
Even if you don't "Who really gives a damn?"

[source http://100-poems.com/poems/life/0360001.htm ]

--

Standing Alone
by Chase
I can see the flower upon which my life grows, blooming into a rose.

See the hope and courage in the strength of the petals.
As long as I am, I will be.
The flower will never wilt or die.
As my life grows back, I shall become strong.
I shall become only dependent on one.
That one will be me.
I will rise with my petals high.
My life as a flower will bloom and prosper as I grow.
I may not be the pick of the patch, but I am just as beautiful as the rest.

I will stand as one, but not a lonely soul.
The tears will be far from my smile.

[source http://100-poems.com/poems/life/1135002.htm ]

This is what i've written in my livejournal , which is now deleted .

Yes, I agree with your point of view. Writing a blog is really not easy. That's why I try to contain the really flushed up emotions within me sometimes instead of ranting here and there on my blog.

[lurvstarz6]

as much as we create a blog in the first place, our intention was to write out our thoughts and feelings that we come across. it's just a place for us to pen down instead of writing it in a diary. Moreover, computer is such an important technology in our life that we depends on it every day.

however, as time goes by, i realized that actually we can't write out our thoughts openly. People will tend to gossip about the things that u write and make things worst. Somehow, I feel so restricted that I don't know why to vent out my frustrations when I'm feeling angry/any other thoughts anymore.