Today I was about to go home from work and I met her outside our workplace as she is going to work... She said hello to me and my heart melted... How I wish she understands how I feel but I think no matter whether she understands or not matters because she is attached...
Signing off ~ ......
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went out with my friend today, following our parents to Downtown east. I am already missing school... Holidays are so boring....... Hope the day to recieve school posting comes soon, excited to know what school I will go. Hopefully first choice, but as long not same school as certain people, it's fine. time passes very fast this year but once exam over, time pass very slowly, wait so long for results...
Need something to entertain myself, holidays are too boring..
Signing off,
Reine AKA Reyne
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the oh so hated Exams are here!!! Can't go online...
Work is screwed today. Break glass count wrong items, etc. 7 hours felt like eternity. I'm drained of energy. I hope that tomorrow will be better. Gonna look for a new job soon. Ah well.
I feel like a failure. Everyday, I feel the hatred still in my body, unable to get rid of it. I feel mean. I really want her out of my life, or even I wished I've never become friends with her since back then. She keeps taking everything away from me, even things I once cherished. My blood boils deep down and I really want to get back at her, but I tell myself as long as I believe in myself, she will get her retribution one day. However, it never seems to happen. She gets to see her idol's concert, hang out with her idols while I get stuck in the hospital praying hard that nothing will happen to me, while waiting for the report to come out. Everyday I lie on the bed, trying so hard never to restrain myself crying and telling myself to be stronger. I know this is mean of me but I really hope everything goes really wrong for her and the things I've once cherished could just all come back. Even if nothing goes wrong for her, just let me forget about her and get rid of my hatred. I hate her. I loathe her. I just want her out of my life.
If you can help me, I really hope that nothing happens to me when my report comes out and not to let my parents worry or even let myself be a financial burden to them. I hope nothing goes wrong by then.
Life can never be fair, right?
I will be waiting for your answer, through anything possible.
Love,
LXY.
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dear diary, i dont feel good. i feel like a failure... ive always thought once we leave this place things would change for the better. but instead, it changed for the worse... sigh
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I hate working day! But no work = no money. Working have make me spend very little time for my sweetheart, no time for shopping and gathering stuff. I going to be left out by other if this keep going on T-T I don't want!!
Signing off
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went out with my friend today, following our parents to Downtown east. I am already missing school... Holidays are so boring....... Hope the day to recieve school posting comes soon, excited to know what school I will go. Hopefully first choice, but as long not same school as certain people, it's fine. time passes very fast this year but once exam over, time pass very slowly, wait so long for results...
Need something to entertain myself, holidays are too boring..
Signing off,
Reine AKA Reyne
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Wait wait! its weird, shouldn't i blog why am I writing into sgclub. Well nonetheless, I am going out later evening to the airport. One of my friend is returning to her mother land, so my friends and I will be sending her off.
I'm wondering right now when will my friend call me to meet them, getting impatient I got nothing to do but to occupy myself with television series.
I am buffering ' Dirty Sexy Money' currently while writing this down, just 2 more episode and i finished season 1. God damn what should i watch next? seriously, I got no idea.
Signing off.
Love, Ed
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I sometimes wonder why my life is like that, its funny how its always how i must act according to other's expectations. Another thing, today BBSS Netball won Peirce Secondary at a score of 50+ to 2, amazing isn't it
I hope i can stop meeting jerks, i want my perfect romeo!
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My doctor called, saying that I'm getting better and the sickness will be purged anytime soon. Yay. Its a good start man! ^^ For her, she's a copycat lah. When I change from Friendster to Facebook, she copies. When I change from blogger to Wordpress, she also does it. But oh wells, I will be good and recuperate at home and I hope she falls down outside letting everyone see her panties.
Oh crap. Getting more childish. Hahahah but my sickness will be purged soon! ^^
With lotsa <3s,
LXY
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I feel like a failure. Everyday, I feel the hatred still in my body, unable to get rid of it. I feel mean. I really want her out of my life, or even I wished I've never become friends with her since back then. She keeps taking everything away from me, even things I once cherished. My blood boils deep down and I really want to get back at her, but I tell myself as long as I believe in myself, she will get her retribution one day. However, it never seems to happen. She gets to see her idol's concert, hang out with her idols while I get stuck in the hospital praying hard that nothing will happen to me, while waiting for the report to come out. Everyday I lie on the bed, trying so hard never to restrain myself crying and telling myself to be stronger. I know this is mean of me but I really hope everything goes really wrong for her and the things I've once cherished could just all come back. Even if nothing goes wrong for her, just let me forget about her and get rid of my hatred. I hate her. I loathe her. I just want her out of my life.
If you can help me, I really hope that nothing happens to me when my report comes out and not to let my parents worry or even let myself be a financial burden to them. I hope nothing goes wrong by then.
Life can never be fair, right?
I will be waiting for your answer, through anything possible.
Love,
LXY.
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Dear Diary,
My doctor called, saying that I'm getting better and the sickness will be purged anytime soon. Yay. Its a good start man! ^^ For her, she's a copycat lah. When I change from Friendster to Facebook, she copies. When I change from blogger to Wordpress, she also does it. But oh wells, I will be good and recuperate at home and I hope she falls down outside letting everyone see her panties.
Oh crap. Getting more childish. Hahahah but my sickness will be purged soon! ^^
With lotsa <3s,
LXY
That's great to hear!
For her, I guess regarding her 'copying' u n all, jus remember the saying
"imitation is the sincerest form of flattery" .. although I'm not sure whether
it's truly applicable in this context.
Anyhow, whatever the progress\future reports regarding your help n all
be positive\optimistic .. jus try aim for the maximum amount of happy
time you can squeeze out from our existence here on earth.
dear diary, i just bought a new digital camera!! although it doesnt look very nice in terms of design but the photos turned out to be much better than expected!! and its finally MINE!
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Hmmmmm.. I just finished blogging about all the occasions i had over the last wkend. My 1 yr anniversary, dad's bday, auntie's bday and also shopping date with my cousin. Now my blog is so filled with photos. Haha.
Am going to the airport to send auntie (maid) home cause she's to attend her bro's wedding. How sweet! 2nd time going to the airport in 2 weeks already. I wan2 go overseas! But then again i feel so safe in singapore after reading up a bit on world news. About the Mumbai incident, and also Bangkok. It scares me totally I wish for world peace. No, I'm not Miss Singapore or anything.
And my darling's booking out today! Yay! That's something happy. Haha. We just passed our 1yr anniversary last friday, but since he wasn't able to book out last fri, we celebrated on sat instead, with a dinner at cafe cartel. Hm. Yum. Great food. Well. Retail Therapy with him tmr! Yay!
Signing off,
blackmoonie
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I went out with my BFF today. We were walking until I felt very breathless and tired out due to the medicine. Seems like the sickness ain't purged out yet. Seems like I have to recuperate longer this few days..but it's okay, since meanwhile I can do my holiday homework while resting. See, I'm such a hardworking girl man. HAHAHA. Just joking. xD
My BFFs and the SGClubbers are right - I shouldn't care about her anymore. One day I know she will suffer too, because of what she's done to me. My main worry is next year's big Os, I hope to get into the course I want which is either Network Security, Enviromental Engineering or Advertising & PR relations.
I know I have been a pestering nut here but I really feel shiok after posting here. :D
Luv,
LXY
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I'm 40% nerd, 20% swimmer, 29% blogging addict, 10% wild & 1% trying to be a hero.
My exams are coming the day after tomorrow. Its not easy to make it to the last level but I hope I can clear my last 3 papers by Dec 2008. Hardwork has been done on my part and I hope my hardwork will be rewarded.
I just want to be a professional accountant soon!
Sign off,
Shingshing
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