SGClub Dear Diary... - Page 4

enirtep · 07-12-2008, 08:49 AM

dear diary... im sick for a week already and i havent been exercising since then -.- and i know i cant get back to working out immediately because i havent been eating for the past few days.... tsk. and im getting more sick.. sicker than ytd riao

**ahhuii91** · 07-12-2008, 09:50 AM

Dear dairy,

Baby birthday is coming so do Christmas (: I am so excited about it. I hope it can faster come then after that slowly time past. Time is so fast for me

Ohh my~~ I getting use to social life, I want back the student life. I want to have more fun!!
Oh yeah~ I'm just so random.

sign off,
zhihui

♥ Dyy · 07-12-2008, 03:03 PM

Dear Diary,

i have sorethroat for many days le, drink alot of water liao still liddat.
im saddddd~

by yours truely

**evolution-** · 08-12-2008, 01:31 AM

Dear Diary,

I decided to let go of J, and meet a new love. I wont say when, but yah, let nature take it's course. (: Things has been going smoothly. I've decided to start a brand fresh new start.

After the (fillintheblanks) saga, my "friends" all went MIA, and they just shun me like I'm some disease. I've gotten over it, because hey, I made more new friends at SGClub like Sophia aka xMYSTIIC, JY aka Teddyyeo, Twinny aka YINGblur and more (sorry for not naming the rest, but you guys will be forever my friends) and I have my family with me now. Maybe what my friend said was right. You can only have one happiness, but it's up to you to make it into many.

The past every seemed so ironic to me, don't you think? I kept holding on & crying to the friendship which was not worthwhile to (fillintheblanks). We had fun, but I don't know if she even treasures it at all. I did, keeping in my heart. However, I never regretted losing her a friend.

I guess I've changed. I'm finally letting go of J, I'm not hurt by the sarcastic remarks (fillintheblanks) anymore and I know which direction to go now. Truth is, I kept holding on too much, and I never tried to say how I actually feel out. Maybe it's time to get a new experience.

On a brighter side, I'm meeting the SGC Music Management Crew this tues for the first time, and I'm celebrating Christmas with my family members and I'm not going out on that special day. Also, I'm going Genting (AGAIN!) with my family too, so why not enjoy myself? Christmas is a time to be merry & happy.

Of course, I will defeat the disease in me (I promised my doctor and my dietitian already!) and I'm gonna work hard. ((:

This is a long ranty post again, sorry.

Oh yes dear diary, happy adv. merry christmas. (:

Till then~

Mehda · 08-12-2008, 01:43 AM

Dear Diary,

Dinosaur is angry.

sigh.
Dinosaur rawrs.. endless tears.
ilu.

Mehda~

**AhTeng** · 08-12-2008, 01:49 AM

Dear Diary,

exams all comin liao. skip too much lesson now study a lot dun understand...
Die liao ~

Tata ~

joann.sienna · 08-12-2008, 01:53 AM

Dear Diaryy,

it's 1.48am and he isn't turning in yet.
if he would really take care of himself,
i'll be less worried then.

i hope migraine will stay away from him.
and he would have a normal sleeping time.
(maybe he should be gaming lesser!)

at least,
he should have 3 proper meals daily.

yours truly,
joann`

**ahhchoo** · 08-12-2008, 02:32 PM

dear diary,

work was fun yest

**blackmoonie** · 08-12-2008, 08:46 PM

Hello diary,

I played badminton ytd. Finally, after months. I'd been craving for badminton a few mths back. Skills kinda deproved a bit. Atmosphere wasn't too great, cuz there were only 4 of us. Hope there'll be more pp nxt time.

Panda Pig is POP-ing in 2days! Yay..

Blackmoonie

**mosidiot** · 08-12-2008, 08:50 PM

DD,

i love the gal in the tpam's avatar...

**hooolahoop** · 08-12-2008, 09:21 PM

Dear Diary,

I believe all humans will explode one day from all the stress, and I might explode soon. All the stupid things I have to meddle everyday, when they are not even concerning me, all the stress people dump at me just because they are unhappy with somebody/something but can't vent it on that somebody/something so they direct it to me. I feel more like a dustbin than human, actually. Whatever rubbish, I have to take in. Anything good, never comes to me, heh.

All my plannings have reshuffled, and I hope they turn out well. I don't care if somebody says I chicken out last minute, because I know it's not true, and it's not me. As long as it's not against my own ideals and conscience. Oh wells, the mouth does not belong to me, I can't do a thing. I don't want to snip it off either... Will only dirty my hands. Eeew.

I wish holiday is longer. I'm left with another month, before the start of another hectic semester, but I have so many things to clear up. I need more time! Another trip to the hardware store is a must. And hopefully, most things will be settled by then, and I can start building on my plan.... *cross fingers*

Sometimes I wonder if I'm doing a good job. People treat me like dung, just because I have yet to start *censor*, but I plan to *censor* one day, anyway. I have done my research alright, but I won't say I've done it more than other *censor* because I don't know how much they have done theirs. But still, to be denied of my knowledge by some *censor* just because that somebody thinks that I am not capable due to I am not a *censor*, is not right. Whoever is not blind, and researched, and knows of the details, knows what is good, what is no good. Being a *censor* doesn't mean you're better than anybody. The community is there for us to learn from one another, and not to have a hierarchy system of who is the best, who is not, who is in the caste system because they are not *censor*.

And, to have a bad *censor* to comment on my correct details, is even worse. It's something like, insisting that the moon is square. It's obvious that it's spherical. What's the point of insisting it's square? And being insistent doesn't mean one day you'll be right. Even if you think that everybody else thinks that the moon is square, doesn't make it right either. Yeah, you can say majority wins, but the fact is just right there - the moon is spherical. Admit your own mistakes, and move on.

Also, people ask for help from you, when it's their own duty to do their own readings and material backings. ALWAYS. And never appreciative of your effort to point out the mistakes. Oh wells. I guess I have somewhat drifted away, so it's no longer necessary for me to put in my part of effort into the matter, when they didn't come to my aid when I needed a push. One or twice, fine. So many times? I think the most generous person on earth also wants something in return one day, eh.

Another thing is my moderating skills. I wonder if I have done enough. Yeah, my own commitments, adding to the workload, that I can't exactly spend that much time here anymore. This is where I more or less first started off, and I hope I can do something to make this place better, as my appreciation for my learning ground. But, things have changed. Maybe in the past, as a normal member, my little actions had been able to influence those virtually around me, but now, with this extra tag, people seem to take a stand opposite of mine. Even if my starting point is good and the same, people will not exactly agree already, due to the so-called status difference? My, am I actually capable of...

Regards,
Hooolahoop

**evolution-** · 09-12-2008, 09:52 AM

Dear Diary,

Today will be a long and damn sian day.
I hope nothing comes out wrong and nobody will piss me off because I won't be in a good mood for a long time today.

Oh well. Just bring it on then. ):

I can't wait for today to pass...

Till then~

**death seraph** · 09-12-2008, 10:04 PM

Dear diary,

My knees hurts and i wonder if there's a problem with my joints. Have not been practising dance for a few weeks. im getting stiff D: hah.

seriously, i've not really step into the society yet and there's like tons of problem i've yet faced. My friend suddenly has this financial problem and her family may be forced to move. i was super shocked when she told me about it. Don't really know how i could help. guess im once again, feeling helpless uh?

Everything's going smoothly for me... well, not everything actually. My parents AND my bro. they really pissed me off, but there's nothing i can do, can i? it's not like i could bash them up like some kind of soft toys. Sigh.

My friend has settled down at Shanghai and im happy to hear it. She said she's being treated as an adult in the school though she's the youngest among her peers. ha-ha. In singapore, she's the tall one and im the midget D: Now, it's her turn to be the midget. hehs. She's coming back in July09. im so looking forward to that month

Regards,
seraph

Mehda · 09-12-2008, 10:40 PM

Dear Diary,

I miss baby so much..

so not used to it..
i have no motivation now, only to look forward to his calls & 1st book out.
i laid in bed worrying for him.. and memories for us flashing in my mind.
sigh. i miss you.

Mehda

enirtep · 10-12-2008, 11:12 AM

dear diary... damn sian la! ive been sick for more than 1 week already.. and i thought i cud resume training today or something riao.. but pt is going overseas for a week! OMG!

**enimira** · 10-12-2008, 11:20 AM

dear diary, you are an idiot.
and someone has been on my mind for the last few days.

**evolution-** · 10-12-2008, 08:49 PM

Dear Diary,

Am I a pushover or what? My BFF is no longer my BFF anymore. Maybe she really thinks friends are no longer impt, only her boyfriend is. Why am I feeling this way? I want her back.

I don't know if she has ever felt that way.

I miss her. ):

Till then.

**death seraph** · 11-12-2008, 12:50 AM

Dear diary,

im wishing to spend the last day of 2008 with my friends.

Seraph

**elf** · 11-12-2008, 06:19 PM

Dear Diary,
I really looked forward to my holidays just a few wks ago. But now that they are here, I feel as though my life is falling apart. It seems like bad things always happen during my holidays. Suddenly I don't know what I am doing at all.

x_x

**blackmoonie** · 12-12-2008, 01:43 PM

Dear diary,

darling is having his block leave right now! Yay. 11 days out of camp. It certainly beats having him stuck in camp going through all those shit. Will be receiving posting on the 19th. Hope he gets posted to some camp near his house or near Boon Lay. Near boon lay so that i can meet him after school.

*nxt wk gonna be hectic. I hope mum wun keep nagging that i'm always out.

-blackmoonie