SGClub Dear Diary... - Page 7

**currypok** · 30-12-2008, 12:50 PM

diary,
now then i know that because of her insecurity in r/s which were caused by her ex, she does not wish to get into a new r/s at this time.

and she is afraid to see message like "i like you/ i love you", she has this phobia.

how can i get to show her that i am reliable?sigh...

**oreobiscuit** · 30-12-2008, 01:02 PM

Dear Diary,

Im damn bored lar.
LOL
2 more days !

Signing off,
OB

♥ Dyy · 30-12-2008, 08:13 PM

Dear diary,

its 31st dec tmr and i still need to work until 6pm. i am sad. very sad.

yours truely.

**evolution-** · 30-12-2008, 08:18 PM

Dear diary,

Second last day of 2008. I am panicking. Like hell.
Oh well, shall enjoy myself tml. 2009, bring it on.

Till then~

p/s - chocomint-, thanks for the encouragement! We should go out and study tgt heh.

enirtep · 02-01-2009, 11:19 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by enimira

dear diary, my gf is fat, how? shld i dump her, HAHA

dear diary, my bf is fatter and he eats lesser, how? that shows that he isnt as genetically fit as what he claimed. how again? should i dump him? LOL

**qwevfr** · 03-01-2009, 12:05 AM

Dear diary:
School is reopening soon...and i hate that MATHS tea.....he looks like he doesnt know anything AT ALL and its his lesson on MON.....i am so going to hate mondays....

**currypok** · 03-01-2009, 12:37 AM

dear diary,

she called me up and chat just now!just nice after i knocked off work!
and we laughed though there were some moment of silence..

but i do not even mind if it was silence all the way!as long as i can feel her presence over the other line!

**evolution-** · 03-01-2009, 04:45 PM

Dear Diary,

Mixed feelings for school recently. Glad coz teachers that I don't like have been swopped, and seeing my BFFs all once again. I miss them, man. Sianed coz I have to see those "friends" of mine again who can smile in front of me but roll their eyes behind my back. Ironic huh. This is life, man. Shall get used to it haha.

School is stressful, I guess. But yeah, it's time for me to work hard~

Till then~

NORZISH · 03-01-2009, 07:48 PM

Dear Diary,

I hope to find a part time job asap.
Need some cash to maintain my bikes and hangout with friends.

NORZ.

**ahhuii91** · 05-01-2009, 11:02 AM

Dear dairy,

I have a bad stomach pain since yesterday T-T I feel so terrible. When will the pain stop!!!
*cry*

signing off
hui

**ALCOHOLIQUE** · 05-01-2009, 06:20 PM

dd my chest hurts kthxbai

**FieldsOfHope** · 05-01-2009, 06:29 PM

Dear Dairy,
Today has been a stressful day, since almost all the teachers talk to us about the coming of 'O' lvls and how we should prepare for it now. A few teachers also recommend learning habits which i find useful. Ahh My headache still hurts.. T^T.

Signing off~

NORZISH · 07-01-2009, 09:59 PM

Dear, i've applied for job at GIANT near my house today. Hope i could get in.
Today, i watched Ponyo movie with her. Enjoyed the show. It was nice. (:

jewlreya · 07-01-2009, 10:10 PM

Dear Diary,

Sometimes I feel life is unfair. Sometimes I feel people don't appreciate the effort others put in and criticized without thinking twice. I wish this feeling is just going to disappear once I wake up tomorrow morning.

Regards,
Jewl

enirtep · 08-01-2009, 07:28 AM

dear diary, 2 more days and theyre coming back!!!!!!!!!!!

**evolution-** · 08-01-2009, 06:49 PM

Dear Diary,

School life sucks. I dislike it, and I dislike every single thing about it now. From homework, exams, friends, CCA juniors etc. Also, I'm pissed because people just use me when they needed me, and dump me aside when they don't. Is it because I'm too kind or is it because my face looks like a pushover? Homework and mock exams seemed never ending; all thanks to O levels and my CCA juniors can't seem to appreciate what the NCOs and the In-Charges has done. They have never given respect and when we pump them, they complain and complain. Sometimes they should just freaking step into our shoes and think. -.- I can't seem to get away from the curse of friendship problems, and after all this crappy stuff that's going on, I don't think I deserve any friends, like I'm the jinx and root to all problems.

I'm strong on the surface, but not all the way through. I smile but I feel fake. I don't even feel happy; I just feel sad and miserable every single time I drag myself out of bed. What brand new start of a day, what refresh yourself, everything is just crap. Sometimes I grit my teeth, struggle not to spill any tears, but at the end of the day I'm still the one at the losing end, trying and trying to get up once again. I don't know how long I can stand up again.

I feel sore, I feel fake, I feel miserable, I feel unappreciated, I feel like a puppet, I feel intimidated, I feel like a loser, I feel like giving up myself.

To end this, I still have to complete my homework and settle things which are just freaking irrelevant. I really, really need someone to talk to now, but who can I even talk to?

Till then.
-This is a PMS entry. Thanks for reading.-

**Vern** · 16-01-2009, 09:43 PM

Dear Diary,

its Friday and I am stuck at home. People around me seem to be happy with their lives. Even my good friend got attached recently. I feel happy for her. On the other hand, I feel kinda aimless. I dunno whats happening to me. Perhaps I have reached the most stagnant period in my life.

ah wells, its weekends tmr. what shall I do?

**death seraph** · 17-01-2009, 03:50 PM

Dear diary,

hooray! i've been in contact with my friend (which is in Shanghai now) these few days. haha. But i'm pretty busy also. Damn lot of activities for my level. And this year, i felt sooo guilty for not revising or studying. hm, that's weird. seriously weird. i ain't a nerd/ geek. and i hate studying. ahh~! stressed. But life still has to go on.

hope my friend finds her possesions before the truth's out. Please let that person who picked up her phone call me. please please please!

Love,
seraph

**vogue_ace** · 19-01-2009, 04:50 PM

Dear Diary

today is another freaking monday. ah.. work sucks man.
today work is a lot.
and freak ... i applied a Employment pass for one of the new foreign employee. however the university name does not tally, therefore i have to apply for him one more time. ahrghh.. i told the IT dept manager that to hire ppl of PR status or singaporean. but he keep looking for foreign worker..argh
anyway, the thing that disappoints me most, is that my band did not get into the final round. last sat, we went for the audition. the lady told us that, they will email us the result by sat nite. i have been checking my email. all my members have not receive any email neither call, bout the result.
i think we did not get into the finals, therefore they can't be bothered to inform us. omg
i feel so sad . we have been practicing a lot, but we didn't get through the audition.
nvm. i will continue to strive hard, practice more on my singing.
get more performance slot and join competition.
I know that some how someday my band will make it big.

currently, I am at work. today i am working quite hard, cuz i need to keep this job secure. i need da money for family & my cosplay costumes!

anyway... time to get back work...

sayonara ~~`

**nickolae** · 27-01-2009, 11:33 AM

Dear diary,

Life is so dull. I need someone to spice up my life.

Nick